Still guilty...

Why still I feel the guilty... :(
The more fun I have in life,
and more guilty comes along...
turns out,I'm kinda still into you,Tobi...

First love is such sweet despair.

When I realized,
I would never have the chance to get you back,
I was devastated...

People always regrets until losing it... the true love...

Ex... Still love

After years goes by,
Still couldn't let go...
I know I'm not supposed to say thing like this...
But,couldn't help myself to...
I still like you so much,Tobias...
After so much I've done to you... :(

You'll always be the one...
Wish I could get you back,
But I know it's all too late to fix it up...

You were my real love,I never knew love...

Hope you are good.
And all the things I can do is being happy for you and kinda still waiting for something somehow one day,
I could step in your life again...

Forever love,forever care,Tobias...

Speaking chinese

It always cheers me up somehow
when every time after chatting with you
regardless I was down or low then.

And now even starting speak chinese :)

don't know if I got the right to say this,
but you always own a place somewhere truly important in the depth of my heart.

Love you always. 

Languishing...

Feel like drowning, suffocating, languishing...

God damn... Why ppl are so judgemental...

Sick of it.

Luck

Hope everything's fine in Berlin.
Wish there's something I could do for you.
You can turn to me always if you want to.

Admit it...

Why am I crying for?
Why my eyes still watery?
Why the tears Rolled down my eyes?

When every time I see ur activities on Facebook,

It hurts me.
Like I ever hurt u before...

I want u to be happy,and u r in such happiness right now.
Sweet lovely newly couple.
Really happy for u.

Just don't know why,
Feel so guilty,

Feel so bad...

Yes I deserved it I know that.
It's like karma...
Suffering me...
Just don't know how long it would take...

And yes I still do care about u more than u can imagine...
Just can't let u know...

Wish I could fly to Berlin & telling u that I AM SORRY in person face to face...
Perhaps it would make me feel a little bit better...

3 years later,In the end,I'm the one who couldn't get u out of my head...

;-(