not so far away,perhaps...

I'm standing not far away from u,

and praying for u secretly.

hiding my feeling from u,

letting u fly away for ur happiness,

I'm standing not so far away from love,

and praying for u secretly,

no matter how long I would be waiting,

Just when u ever feel lonely,

and would think of me a little even just a second...

then,

I think that would be my greatest happiness.

One big love

trying to repent of what i've done wrong in love,
the one i hurt the most...

so breaking myself so down & down
to feel the pains as much more & longer
as the one who was in the sufferings I've ever hurt before...

and begging for forgiveness,
so i could be allowed to hold the One Big Love back again,
which i always hunger for...

i've learned from my mistakes...
and i know "sorry" doesn't mean anything at all,
and even if u don't like me any more,
but i have to say this to u officially anyway,

"I'm really SORRY for breaking ur heart,T....."


and i wish i could still believe that...
the one big love.


- Posted from my iPhone