2011-05-19

a good one? a bad one?

last night,
i dreamt of you.

its like we were on the train or bus,
heading somewhere...

and you sat on my body,
i wrapped you up in my arms...

though i was surprised & wondering about
the things just happening on me,
i could sense that it's so untrue,
but i didn't want to think about it,
just want to enjoy the moment.

and then you laid your head on my arms,
we laughed,talked a little something sweet,
and kiss a litte...

then,

i awaked,3 AM in the morning,
just like what i expected...
a dream ONLY...

a strange feeling came suddenly,
loneliness up ahead & emptiness behind...

i lit a cigarette,took a few drag,
standing by the windowsill,
tried to drug myself to calm down...

and

back to the bed... again.

pretended nothing happened...

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